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Friday, June 9th, 2006
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11:58 pm - needs life.
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1. Age: 18
2. Height: 5'0"
3. Are you in High School or College? college
4. What school do you attend? uhh who even know anymore
5. Do you go to a tanning salon? never.
6. Hair Color: dark brown bitches
7. Eye Color: brown
8. How many serious relationships have you had? one
9. Do you believe in 'waiting' until marriage? personally, no...but do what you please
10. What time do you set your alarm clock for? 9:00 tomorrow morning for nsd recital
11. What time do you actually get out of bed? um like never
12. Have you ever slept with someone and then found out that they told all of their friends AND all of YOUR friends? uh no
13. How many people have you kissed? idk 6ishh roughly
14. How many people have you slept with? one
15. Do you get your nails done regularly? yepp
16. Have you ever destroyed something of someone's just because they annoyed you? i dont think so
17. Do you want children? not too sure about that one
18. Do you want to be married before you have children? yeaa
19. How many times a day do you wash your hands? a few at least
20. Do you do other people's homework? hell no
21. Does anyone do your homework? nopee
22. What is the craziest thing you have ever done? where shall i begin...
23. Ever had a one night stand? nope, never
24. Ever regret having a one night stand? no...
25. Does anyone know everything about you? yea
26. Does anyone think they know everything about you? probably
27. How many pets do you have? one...hey jack
28. What is your favorite TV Show? i neverrr watch tv =)
29. Do you watch Soap Operas? ew no
30. Do you sleep alone? yea
31. Do you own, rent, or live in the dorms? i used to..watup scranton
32. Do you live w/your parents? as of now, yea
33. Would you consider yourself successful thus far? i guess so?
34. Are you close with your siblings? yea i guess
35. Are you close with your parents? yea somewhat
36. Any exciting plans in the near future? montauk with my favorite girls next week<33
37. Can you draw well? hahahaha...4 words..art class sophomore year...the answer is no
38. Can you sing well? noo
39. What is your favorite color? pink&teal
40. Do you believe in soul mates? i dont really know..i guess
41. Do you know who your's is? no
42. Are you photogenic? not usually
43. Do you have good teeth? yeppp..never had braces or cavities =)
44. Do you regret any past relationships? no
45. Is there anyone you have lost contact with that you miss? yeaa
46. Will you go to your class reunions? suree
47. Who was your best friend in elementary school? cait&ash
48. Who was your best friend in high school? the girls
49. Who is your best friend now? same as question #47 & 48 give or take a few
50. Do you have any regrets? not too many
51. Do you go to church? no
52. Have you ever been cheated on? nope.
53. Have you ever cheated on anyone? yep, twice. dont regret either times.
54. Have you ever been with more than one person? no
55. Do you believe in yourself? for the most part
56. Do you think you will be happy in 5 years? i really hope so
57. Are you happy now? sometimes
58. What will it take to make you happy? a few changes here and there..other than that things can stay as is...friends are awesome
59. If your best friend had to describe you by one of the characters from Sex & The City...who would it be? carrie!
60. Do you watch the news? occasionally if its already on in my living room
61. Do you read your junk mail? never
62. What is your favorite non-alcoholic drink? iced tea or kiwi tiwi<3
63. What is your favorite hard liquor? vanilla vodka
64. What is your favorite cocktail? LI iced tea or mango margarita
65. Can you drink legally? nopeee.
66. If not, do you anyway? duhh.
67. Do you go to clubs? ehh not so much
68. Do you go to bars? sometimes yea
69. Have you ever been thrown out of a club/bar? haha yess
70. Should you have been? uhhhh considering i was laying on the floor, YES.
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| Thursday, May 25th, 2006
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1:04 am - random tangents.
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Im boredd...aka reason for me writing in this.. Everyone's home now..and its made things a little more exciting. I need beach weather, like noww. Life moves too quicly for its own good. Today just knowing it was trinity seniors' last day of school weirded me out kind of. I think because it seems like it was a mere two seconds ago that that was me signing yearbooks and graduating. I dont want to get old, everrrr. So anyway, tonight I hung out with Chris. We just ate and drove around and it was fun.<3 Tomorrow= little celebration for Nikki's birthday..should consist of our usual antics. To empahsize my sheer bordem here's a survey...
69 Questions To Start The Summer
1. Are you in a relationship? yepp<3
2. Do you hate more than 3 people? umm...probably
3. How many houses have you lived in? just this one
4. What is your favorite candy bar? whatchamicalit ..its awesomeee
5. What are your favorite shoes? brown flip flops<33
6. Have you ever tripped someone? yea
7. What was your least favorite subject this year? comp lit or pub speaking hskzdhjsd
8. What was your favorite subject this year pol science or education
9. Do you own a Britney Spears CD? duh, all of them
10. Have you ever thrown up in public? kinda, yea
11. Name someone that's always on your mind? chrisss
12. What is your favorite music genre? ehh i dont like to categorize things that much
13. What is your sign? libra
14. What time were you born? 10:10 pm
15. Do you like bud light? my favorite kind of beer<3
16. Have you ever made a prank call? haha yes
17. What is the most embarrassing CD you own? ummm...98 degrees???
18. Are you sarcastic? indeed i am
19. What are your favorite colors? pink
20. How many watches do you own? well i have one that i actually wear
21. Summer or winter? SUMMERRRRR
22. Spring or fall? spring minus the pollen =)
23. What is your favorite color to wear? brown
24. Pepsi or Sprite? i hardly drink soda but sprite i guess
25. What color is your cell phone? pink<3
26. Where is your second home? idk
27. Have you ever slapped someone? i slapped nikki the other day in the car haha
28. Have you ever had a cavity? nopee. =)
29. How many lamps are in your bedroom? one
31. What was your first pet? lisa the bunny
33. Do looks matter? not particularly
34. Do you use chapstick? yeppp
36. American Eagle or Abercrombie? aber
37. Are you too forgiving? at times..i dont like to hold grudges
38. How many children do you want? uh none at the moment
39. Do you own something from Hot Topic? :hell no
40. What is your favorite breakfast? bacon and eggs
41. Do you own a gun? haha no
42. Have you ever thought you were in love? yea
43. When was the last time you cried? like a week ago maybe?
44. What did you do 3 nights ago? worked and then went out to chris's friend gregs house
45. When was the last time you went to Olive Garden? i honestly font remember
46. Have you ever called your teacher mom? pretty sure thats a no
47. Have you ever been in a castle? i think so
48. What are your nicknames? chris, stine, lil chris..etc
49. Do you know anyone named Bertha? nope
50. Have you ever been to Kentucky? no and i have no intention of doing so
51. Do you own something from Banana Republic? not a thing
52. Are you thinking about somebody right now? yea i guess
53. Have you ever called someone Boo? jokingly
54. Do you smoke? NO
55. Do you own a diamond ring? no
56. Are you happy with your life right now? yes
57. Do you dye your hair? i have it dyed back to its original color
60. What were you doing May of 1994 uhh, being a 7 yr old?
61. Do you own a Backstreet Boys CD? yea bitchh
62. McDonald's or Wendy's? mcdonalds fries dipped in wendys frosties
63. Do you like yourself? sometimes
. Start Time: 1:28am 2. Name: christine 3. Nickname: blah, see above 4. If you were a skittle what color would you be? lime green bitches<3 5. Chinese Zodiac: i think the rabbit 6. Zodiac: Libra 7. Hair color: dark brown 8. Eye color: Brown 9. Height: 5'0" 10. Favorite Color: pink. 11. Glasses: nopers 12. Do you have Braces: nope and i never did 13. Any piercing or tats: just ears; no tats 14. Birthplace: Manhasset, LI 15. Area code: 516<3
******HAVE YOU EVER 18. Did you do something in the past month that you regret? most likely...ehh maybe not 19. Ever met someone you were not supposed to? no 20. Kissed someone who isn't ur g/f or b/f? yea 21. Skipped school?: yep 22. Bungee jumped?: noo 23. Had sex outside?: um no 24. Dumped someone?: no 25. Been arrested?: almost but not quite 26. TP'd someone's house? yes 27. Won something?: i won jet-skis when i was 5 30. Been rejected?: probably 31. Been to a funeral?: yes 32. Used a lighter?: yea but im afraid of lighters 33. Been on stage?: many times.watup dance *****FAVORITE***** 34. Season?: summer 35. Food?: Italian 36. Ice cream flavor?: vanilla softserve or choc chip cookie dough 37. School subject(s): english/creative writing 38. Person?: my best friends<3 41. Book(s)?: catcher, to kill a mockingbird, perks, davinci code 42. Movie(s)?: alot 43. Song(s)?: ehh 44. Park?: i dont really like parks enough to decide 45. State?: new yorkkkkk. duh 46. Place?: the beach. 47. Sport to watch?:ice skating!!! 48. Sport to play: uhhhhh...dancing???? haha 49. Bands/musician: idk 53. TV Station: dont wacth tv everr 54. Name for a son:i dont know 55. Name for a daughter: ditto
******DO YOU PREFER****** 56. Chocolate or Vanilla?: vanilla 57. Alcoholic or non?:alc 58. Long relationships or one night stands?: relationships 59. Dogs or cats?: dogs, but i hardly like either 60. Scary movies or comedies? comedies 61. Short hair or long?: depends on the person 62. Croutons or bacon bits?: croutons 63. Kissing or hugging: both
******FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND****** 64. Mexican:sombrero 65. School: books 66. Grass: spring 67. Cow: farm 68. Canada:uh, quebec? 69. Mouse: cheese 70. Hands: nailpolish
******THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU****** 71. Watched a movie?: no 72. Talked on the phone?: yea 73. Cried?: nope 74. Threw up?: no 75. Drank a glass of water?: yep 76. Done Drugs?: no 77. Read a book or magazine?: no 78. Watched TV?: barely 79. Looked in the mirror? yea 80. Taken a shower?: yea 81. Taken a picture?: no 82. Listened to music?: yup 83. Kissed someone?:yea 84. Had sex?: no 85. Told someone you liked them?: yea 86: Finished?: 1:36am
current mood: chipper
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| Tuesday, May 9th, 2006
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11:32 pm - summer???
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I'm on summer vacation and im not even that happy. I'm pretty sure its because besides going to work, im pretty much bored. I mean all my friends either are still away at college or are dealing with finals right now. All I can say though is that if this summer is even partially as good as last summer, I will be absolutely satisfied.
So freshman yr of college is commencing for everyone and im not gunna lie but it kind of saddens me a little that beginning to end this year was the absolute worst year of my life. I have probably cried my eyes out during half of it. It kills me to hear everyone saying how much they lovelovelove college and had the most wonderful experience of their life. What did I do to deserve having a god-awful year? I wish I was all settled and loving college too. I miss last year and no, I don't necessarily miss high school; I miss being happy.
Me and Chris have had our fair share of issues lately too. It's really confusing me. I feel like half of me wants and sees the benefits in living without him..and the other half knows that that would be impossible. On one hand, he's my best friend, the person I literally go to when Im crying, the only person I really bitch about everything to, the only person I could take things out on, my other half. On the other hand, I need to experience someone new. Im young and I know that. It's just good to know that someone can relate to this kind of thing because alot of people cant...but wow does that bring me to yet anotherunmentionable predicament...
Also, I feel like I never appreciated Scranton for what it was while I was there. I mean dont get me wrong..I ADORED the lavis girls and the guys and the whole crew of people. They were quite possibly the most amazing people you'd find in any college, i promise. Still though, when i was there I thought it was ehh...but now I see first of all (not to sound gay) but what a really strong education I was getting there. Most of all though, I fear I will never fit in anywhere else. Everywhere I go(besides when Im with my trinity friends) I just feel out of place, like I dont belong and I've hardly ever felt that way before in numerous places at one time. I tend to brush it off like it doesnt bother me but im beginning to think that it does. Oh well though. Also, what am I doing with my lifee? At least I'm finally in the vicinity of my interests...journalism/writing, education, and one other thing. Whateverrrrrr. Thank freiking Goddd that I have the greatest high school friends you could everrrr ask for. I forget every problem when they're with me.
Anyway though, aside from the assortment of predicaments going through my head..cheers to summer oh sixx..drink up kids, its happy hour somewhere in this world.
Certain things (which shall remain) unmentionable are weirding me out right now...I forgot what this felt like..If this makes any sense, I havent felt like this in like two years. I even contemplated saving an aim comversation...pathetic. pathetic.pathetic.
current mood: confused current music: Lying Is The Best a Girl Can Do...-Panic! At The Disco
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| Wednesday, March 1st, 2006
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11:16 pm - in the summertime when the weather is fine we can touch the sky...
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Im tired. I'm bored. I can finally breathe for the first day in a long time.It probably won't last very long. I've been in a decent mood these past few days. It will probably be demolished asap.I don't know what to do about a certain something. It just never feels the was it used to. Then again, I feel like I've become dependent upon that specific thing..but I dont know if that is good or bad. This can''t last forever and sometimes I just don;t know I should've gone out tonight. I was going to but I'm lazyy. It might snow tomorrow and I dont even want it to. I'd rather it just be spring already. Never in my entire life have I wanted summer to come so badly. I guess it's because I've been so effing sick for soo long. This winter is dragging like a mother fucker. I went to a new allergist today and I'm praying he will actually help me becuase if he doesn't it will only be a matter of moments before I want to jump off a cliff or something. I'm visiting Scrantyy next weekend I believe. I'm so excited. I miss those Lavis girls and my roomie. I really have not been bored at home though. I'm always out & I'm always busy. School isn't even thhhaatt bad considering my circumstances. I actually like my professors and most of my classes are kind of interesting. I got a parking summons yesterday..reason number one I belong in a dorm room. I am a hazrd to society when I get behind the wheel. I need a job...like now. I keep eating. Today is fat tuesday numero dos for me. Every day is fat Tuesday for me. This entry is what happens when I reach a point of utter procrastination. I should be writing the second of two papers which are due tomorrow morning. oops.I'm exhausted..damn singulair. anddd the procrastination continues....<3*
LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE Name: Christine Birthdate: October 20th Birth place: LI Current Location: same as above Eye Color: brown Hair Color: darkdark brown Right or Lefty: righty Zodiac Sign: libra
LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE Your heritage: Italian and that other unfortunate 20% of me What Shoes Did You Wear Today: black uggs yo Your fears: death, fish, needles :x Your perfect pizza: when im drunk..city slice..i miss that stuff Goal you'd like to achieve: do well in college
LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW: Your most overused phrase: i believe im pretty well-known for my "watup bitches" Your thoughts first waking up: i need more sleep Your best physical feature: i dont know Your bedtime: i should make it earlier Your most missed memory: summer after senior year
LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK: Pepsi or Coke: pepsi Single or group dates: usually single Adidas or Nike: Nike Lipton Tea or Nestea: Lipton Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU... Curse: too often Single: "Do you single?" wtf.."am i single?" no Take a shower: yess Have a crush(es): nope Think you've been in love: ehh idk Like(d) high school: yepp Want to get married: eventually... Get motion sickness: sometimes Think you're a health freak: i wish i was a health freak..im far from it Get along with your parents: yea, most of the time lately Do you like thunderstorms: no :( Play an instrument: Inope..im a waste
LAYER SIX: THE PAST MONTH Drank alcohol: yepp Gone to the mall: yea Been on stage: not in the past month Eaten Sushi: never Been dumped: no Gone skating: i wish (ps- i want to be a figure skater) Gone skinny dipping: it's a tad bit too cold for that Dyed your hair: yep..actually it might've been a month & a half ago or so..
LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER Played a game that required the removal of your clothes: yea Changed who you were to fit in: nopee..i dont do that
LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLDER Age you hope to be married: somewhere in my mid to late twenties Numbers of Children: ahh none Describe your dream wedding: on a beautiful beach in the spring or summer<33 be when you grow up: a teacher ir journalist What country would you most like to visit: Italyyy
LAYER NINE: IN A GAL/GUY Best eye color?: idk Best hair color?: brown Short or long hair: shortishh Height: umm taller than me i'd hope Best first date location: doesn't matter Articles of clothing?: umm..weird first kiss location: wherever yo
LAYER TEN: IN THE NUMBERS Number of people i can trust completely: a select few<3 Number of CD's I own: Alot, but i never buy cd's anymore..watup ipod Number of piercings: one in each ear Number of tattoos: none ever Number of times been on T.V.: i think like once in thrid grade haha Number of times my name has appeared in the Newspaper: few times Number of things in my past that I regret: not many
current mood: chipper current music: Dreams Be Dreams - Jack Johnson
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| Tuesday, February 14th, 2006
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11:31 pm - just let me turn the amps way up, so you can hear nothing.
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Obviously, alot has changed since In last wrote in this thing. yeayea im not at Scranton anymore..not because I didn't like it...because I'm on a medical leave..so you can stop asking questions..I miss lauraaa and our s&p and third floor lavis so muchh.<3. Today is Valentine's day. I detest this day probably more than any other day..and not because it makes me 'lonely' or something because I have a boyfriend and all that..just because I think it's a stupid way to make other people probably feel like shit. It's just a stupid, stupid day and I hate it so much. I'm in a really terrible mood right now..dont really know why. Well, I do know why..but I can't really put it here. I'm so unhappy with so many things. No matter what changes I make in my life, I feel like nothing is ever good enough. I don't seem it whatsoever but I've become such a horribly unhappy person this year and it really sucks. I seriously just wish I could go back in time to like a year ago and just freeze time and stay where everything was perfect. Unforutunately, that is not an option though. Oh well, I should probably just go to sleep because I'm ridiculously exhausted..happy fucking valentine's day everyone..goodnight.
current mood: crappy current music: Hey There Delilah-Plain White T's
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| Thursday, February 2nd, 2006
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7:21 pm - i try to make this kind and clear.
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I haven't written in this stupid thing in a long time but. .once again..i am procrastinating schoolwork and such. Soo I've been back at school for not even a week now and it already feels like I've been here forever. Right now, I'm just soo exhausted and sick of sitting through classes and listening to teachers BS. I think I really need the weekend to come to remind me of how much fun I have here at times. Right now though, I just wish it was still break and that I was still at home. Some people are going out tonight but of course I cant Of course I'm on fucking medication and basically can't breathe as usual. I am so fucking sick of always being sick. Honestly, what the hell is wrong with me? It is soo frustrating. I detest the winter. I really do. I would honestly give my left arm for it to even be spring right now but what I'd really like even more would be for it to just turn into summer..now. Hmm..wishful thinking..I hope this weekend is a really fun one. I really need it to be. I dont know why I'm so exhausted but I'm thinking its the meds? mmm..i love side-effects of obnoxiously powerful medications...
current mood: lethargic current music: Better Days- Goo Goo Dolls
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| Thursday, December 29th, 2005
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1:27 am
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1) Was 2005 a good year for you?: very good
2) What was your favorite moment of the year?: summer of senior year<333333
3) What was your least favorite moment of the year?: leaving my best friends
4) Where were you when 2005 began?: oh god..
5) Who were you with?: at a party
6) Where will you be when 2005 ends?: hopefully at Laura's casa para FALZONFEST
7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends?: My best friends
8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005?: didnt make one
9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006?: nope
10) Did you fall in love in 2005?: yea i guess so
11) If yes, with who?:
12) If yes, do they know?: yea
13) Are you still in love with them?: yea
14) You regret it?: no
15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005?: nopee
16) Did you make any new friends in 2005?: yep..many
17) Who are your favorite new freinds?: 3rd floor Lavis Ladiesss
18) What was your favorite month of 2005?: JuMay-July was amazinggg
19) Did you travel outside of the US in 2005?: no
20) How many different states did you travel to in 2005?: PA and Florida
21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?: no
22) Did you miss anybody in the past year?: yesss..my friends
23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005?: idk
24) What was your favorite song from 2005?: too many
25) What was your favorite record from 2005?: ditto
26) How many concerts did you see in 2005?: two
27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005?: no
28) Did you drink a lot of alchohol in 2005?: yess
29) Did you do a lot of drugs in 2005?: no
30) How many people did you sleep with in 2005?: uno
31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?: mmm most likely
33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005?: bwa haha..umm a certain someone comes to mind
34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005?: i hope not
35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005?: yea
36) How much money did you spend in 2005?: alot
37) What was your proudest moment of 2005?: graduating hs?? idk
38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?: heh
39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change something, what would it be?:umm idk change things with certain friends i guess
40) What are your plans for 2006?: let the good times roll
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1:23 am - gayy
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i confess that in 2005 i...
( ) stayed single ( ) got your first kiss ( ) kissed someone new ( ) made-out for the first time (x) made-out in/on a car ( ) kissed in the snow (x) kissed in the rain (x) fell in love ( ) fell in love with a fool ( ) had your heart broken () broke someone else's heart ( ) had a stalker (x) had a good relationship with someone ( ) got head ( ) questioned your sexual orientation ( ) came out of the closet ( ) gotten pregnant ( ) gotten someone else pregnant ( ) had an abortion ( ) gotten married ( ) had a divorce ( ) had a gay marriage ( ) kissed someone of the same sex (x) dated someone you'll never forget (x ) done something you've regretted ( ) lost your true love (x) lost faith in love ( ) kissed under misletoe
WORK/SCHOOL
( ) got a promotion ( ) got a pay raise ( ) changed jobs ( ) lost your job ( ) quit your job ( ) dated a co-worker ( ) dated your boss ( ) dated your boss' daughter/son ( ) got fired from your job ( ) got straight A's (x) met one teacher you really like (x) met one teacher you really hated ( ) found the subject you love ( )failed a class (x) cut class (x)skipped school ( ) got into a fight with a classmate (x) did something you were proud of ( ) discovered a new talent ( ) gave the teachers a reason to teach (x) proved yourself an idiot ( ) embaressed yourself in front of the class ( ) fell in love with a teacher ( ) got lead in the school play ( ) made a varsity team (x) were involved in something you'll never forget
OTHER
( ) painted a picture (x) wrote a poem ( ) ran a mile (x) listened to music you couldn't stand (x) double-dipped ( ) skinny-dipped (x) went to a sleepover ( ) went to camp ( ) threw a surprise party (x) laughed till you cried ( ) laughed till you peed in your pants ( ) flirted shamelessly ( ) visited a foreign country (x) visted a foreign state ( ) cooked a disasterous meal (x) lost something important to you (x) got a gift you adore (x) realized something new about yourself ( ) went on a diet ( ) tried to gain weight (x) dyed your hair (probably) came close to losing your life ( ) someone close to you died (x) went to a party (x) drank alchohol (x) drank alchohol underage (x) did (a) drug(s) (x) got drunk ( florida??) got arrested (x) read a great book (x) saw a great movie (x) saw a movie so scary that it made you cry ( ) saw your favorite band/artist live (x) saw someone famous in person (x) did something you want to tell everyone (xxxxx!!!) Enjoyed this year overall
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| Monday, November 28th, 2005
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10:30 am - is there anyone out there cause its getting harder&hardertobreathe..(no pun intended)
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Soo I'm currently sitting in my dorm room waiting for my inhaler to be delivered..I know, I know you wish you were me right now don't even lie. ughhh I DESPISE THIS. I was having soo much fun at school during the past month or two and now this shit has to happen...blehhhh. Thanksgiving break was soo much fun though...I loveddd seeing my friends<3. Just hanging out with the girls at Nikki's reminded me of how everything used to be...and Saturday night at Greg's...well that was just nuts..I'll leave it at that. No more SoCo for Nikki, Laura, and me...haha fun times. They friends are people that when I'm away, I miss them more than lifee but as soon as I see them it is almost as if I saw them yesterday and I think that that is one of the really great things about real friends. I miss Chris already. I also hung out with Ash and Btav and that was fun since I haven't seen them in like a trillion years. I wish I would've gotten to see Cait though, too.
Soo my friends are amazing; end of story but I do notice a slight change in some people...two people in particular but I've learned that I can't let things like that bother me. I ave found my real friends and that is all i need.
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| Saturday, November 19th, 2005
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1:44 am - its always better when we're *together*
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SO it's 1:20 am and I am in college and I am in right now. Yes, quite unusual for me. Last week I was like practically dead though. Okay, well not really but I had pnemonia and even had to go home for a few days to get my inhaler prescribed since my throat was closing up. (Awesome, i know.) Soo tonight I decided to take it easy and stay in. It's kind of boring though. Caroline was in because of swimming though, and we just watched a movie...so the night wasn't too bad. it went quickly and I'm tired anyway right now. Tomorrow I want to go out though. Then, Tuesday is back to LI for thanksgiving break and I'm not gunna lie I'm pretty pumped for that. I was just home recently but I was home and layed in bed sick as hell for days..this time I get to see my FAVORITE peopleee<333. I'm planning out my week, trying to fit everyone in..
After this weekend, there are two more weekends and the first semester of college is over...wow.. College is a place I probably never want to leave...mostly because after this life is basically work..no more BS-ing, no more partying every night...well whatever lets not look thaattt far into the future.
I'm so excited to see my best friends in a few days =)!!!
"I've learned one thing and that's to quit worrying about stupid things. You have four years to be irresponsible here. Relax, work is for people with jobs. You'll never remember class time but you'll remember the time you wasted hanging out with your friends. So, stay out late. Go out with your friends on a Tuesday when you have a paper due Wednesday. Spend money you don't have. Drink til sunrise. The work never ends, but college does..." <3 Lavissss
ahh steph just stumbled in soo trashed ..im pretty jealous...
that's right, I'm THIS BORED...shit happens when you stay in on a friday TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name:Christine Birthday: 10/20/87 bitches Birthplace: Lawn guy landddd Current Location: my dorm room Eye Color: brown Hair Color: dark brown with light brown highlights?? i dont even know anymore Height: 5'0...watupp Right Handed or Left Handed: righty Your Heritage: italian...and a tad bit irish The Shoes You Wore Today: brown clogs<3 Your Weakness: food Your Fears: death, losing touch with the people i love Your Perfect Pizza: city slice anyone??? Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: getting through college with decent grades? Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: mmm... most likely "<33" Thoughts First Waking Up: food? waste of life? mm hmm i think so Your Best Physical Feature: i don't know Your Bedtime: umm thanks to 3rd floor lavis...never Your Most Missed Memory: high school Pepsi or Coke: pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King: mcdonalds...ps-learn how to spell Single or Group Dates: single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino Do you Smoke: nope Do you Swear: yeah, i guess Do you Sing: hell no Do you Shower Daily: alwayss Have you Been in Love: yes Do you want to go to College: i'm there at the moment.. Do you want to get Married: yea i guess someday...marriage is scary.. Do you belive in yourself: ehh sometimes Do you get Motion Sickness: yea..i threw up on a tire swing once...pathetic, i know Do you think you are Attractive: no Are you a Health Freak: i should be Do you get along with your Parents: sometimes Do you like Thunderstorms: when i'm inside yes Do you play an Instrument: nope....i'm a failure at life remember? In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yess In the past month have you Smoked: no In the past month have you been on Drugs: nope In the past month have you gone on a Date: umm..i don't refer to things as 'dates' In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yep..not roosevelt field though...goshh i miss that place<3 In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope In the past month have you eaten Sushi: ick In the past month have you been on Stage: no In the past month have you been Dumped: nah In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no...its 25 degrees in PA..not exactly skinny dipping weather In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no Ever been Drunk: yep Ever been called a Tease: yepp Ever been Beaten up: haha not that i recall Ever Shoplifted: ummm... How do you want to Die: peacefully and happily What do you want to be when you Grow Up: i wish i knew... What country would you most like to Visit: italy<3 In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: blue Favourite Hair Color: brown Short or Long Hair: shortishhh Height: hey, why not date a guy who's 6' 5" when you're barely hitting 5 ft tall? aka me and chris Weight: average i guess Best Clothing Style: somewhat preppy..not overly preppy though Number of Drugs I have taken: ummm...number of types of drugs? one or two? idk Number of CDs I own: alot Number of Piercings: just one in each ear Number of Tattoos: none Number of things in my Past I Regret: not many maybe a few
goodnight<3
current mood: complacent current music: The Brilliant Dance-Dashboard Confessional
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| Friday, October 28th, 2005
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2:29 pm - ..and the four right chords can make me cry...
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It's finally FRIDAYYY! yay for the weekend...
I love Fridays...I'm done with classes by 10:50 and have the rest of the day tolounge around like a bum.
Last night me and a bunch of girls (mostly fitch girls) went out to dinner for Jamies birthday...It was so much fun. We went to the place called Brick's and the food was so good<3. ..a much needed day away from college caf food. I didn't go out with them after though..I was tired and didnt feel like being hungover...
Soo Steph has her car here now and I think we're going to go costume shopping soonMe, Laura, Caro, and MB are being catholic school girls...because its not like I am currently a Catholic school girl and have been my entire life or anything...watupp Target, Wal-mart, costume stores, and the mall...I think I need to visit aber kids while we're there too..heh I swear I am not a shopping addict...
I'm awaiting Chris's phone call..He's working from 10AM-10PM today..suckss for him<3
I was looking at the Florida pics today and oh my goshhh do i miss it...palm trees, tropical drinks, margaritaville, tanning, wearing skirts all day/night...*sighh*. Me and Nikki reallyreally want to go to the effing Bahamas or some tropical island for that matter...who wants to come??
PS- some people need lives...k thankss
...when i'm with you i feel like i could die and that would be alright, alriiigghhtt<3
current music: Semi-Charmed Kinda Life- Third Eye Blind
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| Tuesday, October 25th, 2005
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3:11 pm - fatefellshortthistime*your smile fades in the summer...<3
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Soo I've been back at Scranton for like two weeks now and things have been going very well lately. Last week was my birthday...and thanks to my Lavis Ladies it was an awesome day =)..Nikki deorated my door, I got sweet packages in the mail(thanks to my lovers from home<3) and i went out, got trashed and had fun... Last weekend was so much fun too. This week is blehh because of classes and because of the fact that it's practically snowing here already. (awesomeee). Next weekend is Laura's birthday..then two weeks from there is Thanksgiving break. I have never been so excited for Thanksgiving in my life...real food + seeing my friends=amazing.
Yea so its funny how being far away makes me realize who my true friends are. There are some people that as soon as I talk to, I feel as if I saw them 5 minutes ago..and those are the people I want to remain close with. However, others I feel like when we talk we push for conversation..it makes me realize how much I dont really have a need for them in my life. Some people are just so effing fake that I hope one day they turn around and realize they have no one...Thank god for the friends (although they're few and far between) that I know U can always count on.<3
Another thing I've come to realize is that I think I am really good at reading people...I mean I try not to judge people upon first meeting them but I feel like I can tell whether I'll like/dislike certain things about people...and usually in the end I end up right.
Ughh I have to go to Philosophy soon...blahblahh..I cant believe how quickly this semester is going to end...
I cannottt waiittt for the weekendddd..it better be gooddd
and hopefully next weekend Chris will come to visit me because I really miss him and want to see him<3*
-<33Christine ::Nicole:: Priore (thats for you lysser pisserr)
current mood: creative
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| Wednesday, September 28th, 2005
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9:28 pm - somebody pass my guitar so i can look like a star...
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I'm in a really good mood right now and i dont know why... Today was ehh..class sucks..homework sucks...writing papers on books you barely read/understood sucks...
i took a power nap though =) and missed my 3rd class of the day not because I slept through it but because I effed up the time...and Im not gunna lie, I was really happy about that.
Tonight I hung around..watched The Sweetest Thing in veronicas room for a few minutes...and then hit up the gym with Veronica and Marybeth...goodbyee froshie fifteennn =)!
Sometimes I really do love being away at college. Its like living on a resort...you have your hallway filled with a bunch of really cool neighbors..you all get together, go to eat dinner together, go out together, the gym...whatever..I dunno its cool sometimes. Yeah so anywayy...after we got back from the gym we showered because we were all sweaty and we jammed out to Britney in the shower...haha it was good times. I really did luck out with a mostly cool group of people on my floor..3rd floor Lavis is the shitt!
Buttttttttt..I am still soo excited for this weekend..i seriously cant even wait to drive up my block..and thats a sad thing to look forward to. I was on the phone with Dana today and I realized how much I took seeing all of them every day for granted during the past 4 years...because now I would do anything to see my friends even once, its crazy..
On the other hand, this sounds weird since it's only been a month but I feel like maybe being home might get on my nerves a little..I mean i want to see my parents and everything but I'm so used to just being on my own in my own space that badgering family members may piss me off..I mean not like I do so much for myself aound here considering we have maids to take out our garbage and vaccuum our rooms and such but still Im not used to having parents anymore i guess? haha...and I swear I'll even miss Laura...rooming with her has been awesomeee ..people said we'd hate each other and it only brought us closer so Im pretty glad we did this.
I cant waitt to see Chris<33 Even far apart, things are soo good between us and i miss him so much not even only because He's my boyfriend but also and especially because he's my best friend. I lovee himmm<3
Ohh yea PS-pray I can effing sleep tonight. Dear Boys in the stonehouse across the street from my room, please refrain from screaming, cursing, and singing your own drunken rendition of "The First Noel" outside my window at 3am...and also, blaring sirens..SHUTTHEFUCKUP.(welcome to scranton) Thanks. -<3- Christine and the rest of Lavis who would like to get some sleep tonight for once.. Okay ..thats all for now bitches<3
...dont be a pUnKpUnK haha<3
current mood: happy current music: Do Somethin'- Britney Spears
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| Tuesday, September 27th, 2005
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8:55 pm - you'reObsessedWithTheStars...*
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Yay for my computer working again. Stupid laptop..grr.
I just ate so many cookies. Freshman 15 anyone? anyone?
I finished work for the night *cough* kinda...but ignored the work i didnt want to do.
This is the first time im not sleep-deprived here...it wont last.
Today was a decent day.
I have nothing to write about... Bye
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| Friday, August 26th, 2005
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4:04 pm - Long Island<3333
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im leaving TOMORROW... adshsdhsadhaks ahh i have soo much to do... im gunna miss Chris soo muchh<3 I have the best friends EVER and I cant wait until I can see them again. On a lighter note...me and Laura are living together starting...TOMORROW and its gunna be awesome<3.
current mood: nostalgic
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| Tuesday, August 23rd, 2005
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11:49 am - keep your hopes high*drinks full*and your friends by your side<3
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hmmmm....i feel like I should have soo many things to do..yet I'm sitting here at my computer. With this being my last week home, I have so many people to see and visit and such. Today I dont even know what I'm doing...Tomorrow is the city with the girls so that should be fun. Thursday I'm probably visiting Ash and Btav, and Friday will probably be spentpacking and seeing Chris... weirdd...but then again it will only be like a short while before I'm home again...Its really not that bad I guess.
I'm hungry..but then again when am I not? What should we do tonight? hmmm decisions decisionssssssssss........
current mood: calm
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| Sunday, August 21st, 2005
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12:08 pm - ballerina*must've seen ehr dancing in the sand<3
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I just woke up like five minutes ago but im bored so yeaa here i am... Yesterday I worked (for the last time bitchesss) then stopped by Keri's house and then hung out with Chris. We made a sad attempt to watch the exorcist...haha.
Today is plasterfuntime with dana and nikki...obviously your jealous of that. =)!
Its soo weird how much some people change...kind of sad when all of a sudden a "good friend" no longer gives a shit about you. What can I say..some people are just "too awesome" i guess? My away message right now says it all..."Thats the thing about you plastic people...you think everyone loves you..you think you're awesome. Hey, last night did you listen to awesome music, drink awesome shooters, then just sit around and soak up each other's awesomeness?" --Mean Girls
im gone in 6 days... wow im excited but im gunna miss everyone soso much<33
current mood: creative current music: Tiny Dancer-Elton John
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| Friday, August 19th, 2005
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12:10 pm - stay awake through summer like we own the h e a t...
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Today is my second to last day of work...in other words after tomorrow lonestar Jeans no longer owns me and im very happy about that.
The other night Cait came over. We had one of our much missed drunken nights. All I can say is never climb through my window..its the most painful experience ever. It was fun though and I hope I see her again before she leaves. Then I went to Tanger outlets with Laura, erica, and Jaime. Thatw as fun too and it was awesome how the four of us clicked so well. I could tell school is gunna be fun with them.
Yesterday I went to Damon's grill with some cool people. We saw Mary before she leaves...ohh yeah shoutouts to my triangle<3. hahaha that was good times.
Afterwards Me, Jackie, and Dana met up with Laura and the four of us went to the beach. I absolutely adore the beach at night...its the bestt<3. We mainly just ran around and took pictures and stuff but it was so much fun and I really wanna do it again before I head off to land-locked Pennsylvania. Its funny how when you're with really good friends you can just sit there and do the simplest things and yet have the greatest time in the world. This has seriously been one of the most awesomee summers ever. I love my friends..and anyone who's against having a group of friends is just jealous because they on fact don't have good friends.
I cant believe this is my last weekend here..this is my last week here. Im so excited to go to college because I know its gunna be awesome but I have so many people here that I dont want to leave. Its sad..its weird too. But on the other hand it will only be a short while before I see all of them again.
Now I'll probably go find some food then visit Chris while he's at work. I'm gunna miss having him soo close by so much :(... Tonight is partying with everyone so it should be good even if I do end up just driving instead of drinking.
current mood: contemplative current music: Soco Amaretto Lime- Brand New
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| Monday, August 15th, 2005
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eww i feel like crap...blehh im dying. I'm doing this stuppidstupid alcohol survey for school..its making me want to get drunk. haha
I just got home from chris's a little while ago..it was a good night =)
This is getting so weird..everyone's leaving for college. I cant believe I only have like two weeks..its sad..its weird...i dont know I'm looking forward to it but its just weird.
current mood: sick
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| Saturday, August 6th, 2005
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1:34 am - this might be a waste of time...
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Soo today..chirs came over at like 9:00 in the morning..we slept until like noon. The us fatasses got Mcdonalds and went in the pool. Tonight I went out with laura, Nikki, Dana, and Catherine...it was a good night...Tomorrow I have to work..blehh..but whatever.
100 THINGS.... repost this with your answers:
1* First grade teacher's name: Ms cancellare<3 i loved that lady
2* Last word you said: noon
3* Last song you sang: i dont know
4* Last person you hugged: chris
5* Last thing you laughed at: tose people chugging whiskey flasksin the movies hahaa
6* Last time you said I dont remember: recently...
7* Last time you cried: mmm like last week
*PRESENT*
9* What color socks are you wearing: none
10* What's under your bed: nothing
11* What time did you wake up today: rudely awoken at 9
12* Current taste: chocolate chip cookiess
13* Current hair: down
15* Current annoyance: ehh im bored/tired
16* Current longing: to find something to do
17* Current desktop background: a picture from after-prom
18* Current worry: getting all my stuff together for school i guess
19* Current hate: conceited assholes who think they're cool
20* Current favorite article of clothing: sweatpants<3
21* Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex: idk..eyes?
22* Last CD that you listened to: ipod is life biotch
23* Favorite place to be: beach
24* Least favorite place: ummm..i'd have to say mini-golfing or public pools..bleckk
25* Time you wake up in the morning: whenever i roll my ass out of bed
26* If you could play an instrument, what would you play: guitar or piano 27* Favorite color: pink
28* Do you believe in an afterlife:yea
29* How tall are you: 5'0 bitchh
30* Current favorite word/saying: for some obnoxious obnoxious reason i keep saying "yo" ..cani please stop?
32* Favorite season: summer...we skipped number 31 i guess?
33* One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: umm i guess one of my friends/neighbors that i lost touch with
*FUTURE*
35* Where do you want to go for university?: well..i'll be in scranton in appproximately 3 weeks
36* What is your career going to be like: blahh i dont knowwww
37* How many kids do you want: not too many
*HAVE YOU EVER...*
39* Said "I love you" and meant it: yes
40* Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc: uh no
41* Been to New York: im there now...
42* Been to Florida: a week ago..and manymany times before that
43* Been to California: when i was like one...i dont remember it at all
44* Been to Hawaii: no but i really want to go there
45* Been to Mexico: nope
46* Been to China: no
48* Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: probably
*RANDOM*
52* Do you have a crush on someone: yes..chris<3 hah
53* What book are you reading now? well i should be reading that summer reading book...
54* Worst feeling in the world: being stuck inany uncomfortable, awkward situation just sucks
55* What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: im starving
56* How many rings before you answer: 2
57* Future daughter's name: idk
58* Future son's name: idk
59* Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: nemo<3
60* If you could have any job you wanted: hmmmmmmmmm
61* Wish were here: right
62* College plans: go to scranton...
63* Piercings: just ears
64* Do you do drugs: not on a daily basis
65* Do you drink: yepp
67* What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use: Loreal Professional..and i also have a slight biosilk obsession
68* What are you most scared of: umm just not being happy in life
69* What clothes do you sleep in: tshirt and pants
70* Who is the last person that called you: chris
71* Where do you want to get married: in a gorgeous church..or should i go back to my diamond bikini on the carribean? haha dont ask
72* If you could change anything about yourself what would that be: umm sometimes i just wish i thought differently and said/ did things differently..idk hard to explain
73* Who do you really hate: a few people...haha i liked jackies answer "napolean dynamite"..::thinks of day we watched it in film class and left to hang up environmental club signs instead:: good muther effing timess
74* Been In Love: yea
75* Are you timely or always late: ehh i can be both
76* Do you have a job: yea whatsup lonestar jeans
77* Do you like being around people: yess i hate being aloneee
78* Best feeling in the world: being drunk? haha no i swear im really kidding..umm just being really happy i guess ::cough::tipsy::cough::
79* Are you for world peace: no
80* Are you a health freak: i've tried to be...and i've failed sososo miserably
81* Do you have a "Type" of person you always go after: not at all really
82* Do you want someone you don't have?: no
83* Are you lonely right now: not at all
84* Ever afraid you'll never get married: kind of
85* Do you want to get married: yea
86* Do you want kids? mmmm maybe
*IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...*
87* Cried: nope
88* Bought Something: yup
89* Gotten Sick: no
90* Sang: yea
91* Said I Love You: yea
92* Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: yup
93* Met Someone: no
94* Moved On: no?
95* Talked To Someone: of course who doesnt talk for 2 days?
96* Had A Serious Talk: yea
97* Missed Someone: yea
98* Hugged Someone: yea
99* Yelled at Someone: most likely
100* Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: no yeaa fun times......
...but theres no one i*d rather waste my time with than my best friends<3
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